Stan - Eminem
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
我的茶凉了，为什么
got out of bed at all
我的心情总是不好
The morning rain clouds up my window
清晨的雨遮住了我的窗
and I can't see at all
什么也看不到
And even if I could it'll all be gray
看见的都是灰色
but your picture on my wall
但是墙上却有你的照片
It reminds me that it's not so bad
它提醒我，还不算坏
it's not so bad
还不算坏
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
我的茶凉了，为什么
got out of bed at all
我的心情总是不好
The morning rain clouds up my window
清晨的雨遮住了我的窗
and I can't see at all
什么也看不到
And even if I could it'll all be gray
看见的都是灰色
but your picture on my wall
看见的都是灰色
It reminds me that it's not so bad
它提醒我，还不算坏
it's not so bad
还不算坏
Dear Slim I wrote but you still ain't callin
亲爱的Slim，我写信给你，但你仍未答复
I left my cell my pager and my home phone at the bottom
我把我的地址、姓名和电话都留在信末
I sent two letters back in autumn you must not-a got 'em
秋季我发了两封信，你肯定是没有收到
There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
可能是邮局或是什么地方搞错了
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
有时我总是把地址写得很潦草
but anyways fuck it what's been up Man how's your daughter
但不管怎样，去它的吧！你最近怎样，女儿好吗？
My girlfriend's pregnant too I'm bout to be a father
我的女朋友也怀孕了，我就要当爸爸了
If I have a daughter guess what I'ma call her
如果是女孩，你猜我会叫她什么？
I'ma name her Bonnie
我给她起名叫Bonnie
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
我也读到了你的Ronnie叔叔的事儿，很难过
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
我有个朋友为了甩了他的女朋友而轻生
I know you probably hear this everyday
我知道你也许每天都听到这
but I'm your biggest fan
可我是你的超级歌迷
I even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
我甚至有你和Scam一起做的地下音乐
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
我的房间里贴满了你的海报和照片
I like the shit you did with Rawkus too that shit was fat
我也喜欢你和Ruckus的歌，那很棒
Anyways I hope you get this man hit me back
总之，希望你能收到这封信，记得回信
just to chat truly yours your biggest fan
只是随便聊聊，你最真诚的粉丝谨上
This is Stan
我是Stan
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
我的茶凉了，为什么
got out of bed at all
我的心情总是不好
The morning rain clouds up my window
清晨的雨遮住了我的窗
and I can't see at all
什么也看不到
And even if I could it'll all be gray
看见的都是灰色
but your picture on my wall
但是墙上却有你的照
It reminds me that it's not so bad
它提醒我，还不算坏
it's not so bad
还不算坏
Dear Slim
亲爱的Slim
You still ain't called or wrote I hope you have a chance
你还是没有给我回复，希望你能有机会回信
I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans
我还没疯，我只是认为你不屑于回信给歌迷
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert
如果你不想在剧场外理我
you didn't have to
你可以不理
But you could signed an autograph for Matthew
但至少应该为Matthew签个名
That's my little brother man he's only six years old
那是我的小弟弟，只有六岁
We waited in the blistering cold for you
我们在该死的寒风中理你
four hours and you just said No
等了四个小时，可你只是说了个不
That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol
超不爽啊，那个小家伙可是把你当成了他的偶像，
He wants to be just like you man he likes you more than I do
他要成为你那样的人 他比我更喜欢你
I ain't that mad though I just don't like bein lied to
我没疯 只是不喜欢被欺骗
Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you
记得我们在丹佛的相遇吗？你说如果我写信
you would write back - see I'm just like you in a way
你会回信 看来在我们还有相似的地方
I never knew my father neither
我也不知道谁是我爸
he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
他总是欺骗妈妈还打她
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs
我能在你的歌里看到自己
so when I have a shitty day I drift away and put 'em on
所以在那些心情沮丧的日子里， 我就飙着车漂着移听着你的歌
cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps
因为我再没什么别的可做的了，只有你的歌能帮我
when I'm depressed
当我沮丧时
I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
我甚至在胸前纹上你的名字
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
有时我也会隔开手腕看它能流多少血
It's like adrenaline the pain is such a sudden rush for me
如同肾上腺素一般，那些痛楚想我袭来
See everything you say is real and I respect you
我尊敬你 你说的一切都是事实
Cause you tell it
因为是你说的
My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
我女友开始嫉妒，因为我分分秒秒谈论的只有你
But she don't know you like I know you Slim no one does
但她并不像我如此的了解你，没人能
She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
她不会了解有着我们这样经历的人的
You gotta call me man I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
记得回电，否则，你将会永远失去我这样的超级歌迷的
Sincerely yours Stan -- P S
你真诚的，Stan
We should be together too
此外，我们也将在一起
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
我的茶凉了，为什么
got out of bed at all
我的心情总是不好
The morning rain clouds up my window
清晨的雨遮住了我的窗
and I can't see at all
什么也看不到
And even if I could it'll all be gray
看见的都是灰色
but your picture on my wall
但是墙上却有你的照
It reminds me that it's not so bad
它提醒我，还不算坏
it's not so bad
还不算坏
Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans
亲爱的自大得从不回信的先生
this'll be the last package I ever send your ass
这将是我寄给你最后的邮件了
It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it
六个月了，从没回信，这不是我应得的
I know you got my last two letters
我知道你收到了最近的两封信
I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
我在上面清清楚楚的写上了地址
So this is my cassette I'm sending you I hope you hear it
这回是我要寄给你的磁带，我希望你能听到
I'm in the car right now I'm doing 90 on the freeway
我在车上，在高速路上开90
Hey Slim I drank a fifth of vodka you dare me to drive
嘿，Slim，我喝了第5瓶伏特加，你说我还能开吗
You know the song by Phil Collins In the Air of the Night
你知道Phil Collins那首歌今晚夜空中吗
about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning
那个人本来可以救另一个溺水者的
but didn't then Phil saw it all then at a a show he found him
但他没救，Phill看到了事情的经过，后来在一次演出时他找到他
That's kinda how this is you coulda rescued me from drowning
那情形和现在一样，你本来可以阻止我溺水的
Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now I'm drowsy
现在一切都晚了，我吃了1000片镇定片，眼睛都睁不开了
and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a call
我想要的只不过是个该死的回信或回电
I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall
我希望你知道我把你的照片从墙上撕了下来
I love you Slim we coulda been together think about it
我爱你Slim,我们本来可以在一起的，想想吧
You ruined it now
现在你把一切都毁了切
I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
我想你一定会睡不着，会梦到这一切
And when you dream
当你梦到时
I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
我希望你不能入睡，只能大声尖叫
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me
我希望你会受到良心的谴责，没有我，你不能呼吸
See Slim Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk!
看看吧，Slim 闭嘴 我在说话
Hey Slim that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk
嘿Slim，那是我女友在后备箱中尖叫
but I didn't slit her throat I just tied her up see I ain't like you
但我不会割开她的喉咙，我只是绑住她
cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more and then she'll die too
我不像你，因为窒息会让她更痛苦而且会死掉
Well gotta go I'm almost at the bridge now
好了，该走了，我已经到桥上了
Oh shit I forgot how'm I supposed to send this shit out
噢，见鬼，我怎么才能把磁带寄出去呢
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
我的茶凉了，为什么
got out of bed at all
我的心情总是不好
The morning rain clouds up my window
清晨的雨遮住了我的窗
and I can't see at all
什么也看不到
And even if I could it'll all be gray
看见的都是灰色
but your picture on my wall
但是墙上却有你的照
It reminds me that it's not so bad
它提醒我，还不算坏
it's not so bad
还不算坏
Dear Stan I meant to write you sooner
亲爱的Stan，我本打算尽快回信给你
but I just been busy
但最近太忙
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now how far along is she
你说你的女朋友怀孕了，多长时间了
Look I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that
你能给你的女儿起那个名字，我真的感到受宠若惊
and here's an autograph for your brother
这里有给你弟弟的签名
I wrote it on the Starter cap
我写在了信得一开始
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show
很抱歉在演唱会上没能见到你
I musta missed you
我肯定是错过了
Don't think
不要认为
I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
我写那些歌时故意让你难过的
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too
可你却说你也喜欢割腕，什么玩意儿呀
I say that shit just clowning dogg
我唱那些只是说着玩的
c'mon - how fucked up is you
嘿，你还好吗
You got some issues Stan
你有些小麻烦Stan
I think you need some counseling
我想你需要些建议
to help your ass from bouncing off the walls
来帮你走出低谷
when you get down some
当你情绪低落时
And what's this shit about us meant to be together
你说我们将在一起是什么意思
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
这种话让我不想和你见面
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other
我想你和你女朋友确实是相互需要的
or maybe you just need to treat her better
也许你应该对她好一些
I hope you get to read this letter
希望你能读到这封信
I just hope it reaches you in time
但愿它能及时寄到
before you hurt yourself
在你伤害自己前
I think that you'll be doin just fine
我想你会好起来的
if you relax a little
只要放松一些
I'm glad I inspire you but Stan
很高兴我能激励你
why are you so mad Try to understand
但你为何那样疯狂，你要知道
that I do want you as a fan
我确实要你做一个歌迷
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
我只是不想再看你说疯话了
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago
两周前的一个新闻
that made me sick
让我感到不安
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
一个家伙开车冲到了桥下
and had his girlfriend in the trunk and she was pregnant with his kid
后备箱里是他怀孕的女友
and in the car they found a tape
在车上还找到了一盒磁带
but they didn't say who it was to
可他们没说磁带是给谁的
Come to think about his name was it was you
想想看，他的名字是你
Damn!
该死的