STAIND - It's Been Awhile
It's been awhile
Since I could
Hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand
On my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you
And everything I can remember
As f***ed up as it all may seem
The consequences that are rendered
I stretch myself beyond my means
And it's been awhile
Since I could say
That I wasn't addicted
It's been awhile
Since I could say
I loved myself as well
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and
F***ed things up
Just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that sh*t
Seems to disappear
When I'm with you
And everything I can remember
As f***ed up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
Have gone and f***ed things up again
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day
It's been awhile
Since I could
Look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said, "I'm sorry"
Since I said, "I'm sorry"